highway

talking about highway... whenever i in a highway heading to north, the first thing could ever cross in my mind was you, siti umuhani binti mat zin....why? i donnoe why..mybe she the best dated i ever have because theres so much sacrifices and love just for her..i m sorry for my bonda because i always lie to her whenever i travel to visit my love my precious.talking about highway,only the road could make me accomplish my desire to visit her and how am i miss her so much. me and her is a long distance love. long distance love its hard to define..for my defination about the long distance love is all about sacrifices, trust and time..what am i talking about time is where as we know, the time is precious and the moment are tooo way precious..as we get a lil bit time, that how we gonna appreciates it.

sacrifices, we just need a lot of it and sooner,the thing we do it will be appreciate..and trust where in all relartionship needs it.for my long distance love for my last gril, i combine it..mybe she doesnt realise that.
im just too love her. differences is the enviroment..talkin about the enviroment where she in the campus life and me rockin chilling life n tension phase of the matriculation..like what i heard about my friend exprience what make me afraid. i just cant hold her for only 1years1month.
the reason why i love her but i release her cause one big reason.i just dont want her to get more stress with me cause well im fucking stress in matriculation.so fakaap..and im just wanna see how deep her love and how she would manage her anger and ego..im sorry too say i also have  limit of my patience dear..sometimes i boom just one time then few minutes i ll be ok.she wasnt realise all that.

highway..quater of my life at matriculation i ll spend my time to her.the only way to get to her is only by the highway. is like one freaking sacred highway heading north cause thers a lot of my sacrifices n love just for her. the destination route johor- negeri sembilan -kuala pilah -seremban-ipoh the first route. ipoh-seri iskandar. then i finish the route to visit her and spend one day yang tak puas untuk dia.hehe..my expenses where nothing compared to the moment where i meet her there.too much memories and too much love.

second route. johor - selangor -negeri sembilan (bahau)-negeri sembilan (seremban)- kedah.. celebrating her besday and the best day ever. kedah was well..ok and PANAS..im sweating like freaking a lot..she tukang lap kan..ahhh..so sweet..hehe..then new route aloq setaq-jitra-her home..i luckily and safely send her back to home by taxi and the driver was and indian and uncle you cool uncle.hehe.

third route.negeri sembilan - kl-lcct.. its look like im going to take flight but im just waitng there to spend my 5 hours with her.that time i meet her mother. im so nervous and scared.dupdapdupdapdupdap..

fourth route - johor- negeri sembilan-ok this time only have way through..time was so jealous with me and i couldnt make it..sigh..my bus broke down at the middle of the highway..takde rezeki beb

fifth route(last moment) johor-negeri sembilan -ipoh .. celebrating my besday..thanks for the big cards and all you teman i back to ns and everything. i do love you till.....................like the never ended road like the highway.......

all the laugh nd joy i keep it for real and i try to erase it but i only can liquid it..erase will loose it but with liquid im just acting nothng happens but inside.....theres always you..one month after my besday, the friday was the last day me and her..i was hoping but theres no way kot..me donnoe dear..

higway,

never ended and only the way

that i can live to say

i love you

my dear umu

utara-selatan

take care <3